why do i always feel like that? goodness, buck up will you?! don't feel like that? maybe things are meant to turn out this way you can't change a fact you know? fact is a fact sometimes you just have to admit it sounds like i'm scolding myself, does it? just angry with myself at times, really really angry just accept what's been given to you instead of sulking over it maybe things are meant to turn out this way if an item's been given to you, take it and shut up keep all those negative remarks about it anyways, just to keep things straight, just want to tell myself to stop! stop complaining, before some idiot come over to you, and say that you have low self esteem, whatever when you hear unhappy remarks about what others say about you this is what i'll do, look at the person with your fucking attitude face doesn't matter how the person would feel when they see it you said that i can't change a person, but can only change myself all this things you think it's easy to say, what about yourself? i don't see you changing too, you think your so perfect sadly the truth is, you're not, you know? if you think you're so perfect, then why do you still look like peanuts to me? many people asked me why all my posts seem so weird as if i'm going to die tomorrow, or i have changed my personality i'm sad, okay? nothing will change it, nothing ever will don't cheer me up, that will only make your efforts go down the drain and i'm sorry, he called me some names today, should i be overjoyed? shocked? or be afraid? not bad names, *wink wink* maybe you'll know what i mean will he be playing? i don't know i really don't know hope things goes out well, which is the same as always anyways good luck to my sis, i will miss you and pf alot and the other guide members hope you guys enjoy yourself, sleep with a blanket, don't catch a cold MISS YOU GUYS!! start a war, so who's to blame?
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM