didn't really studied at night yesterday, i was practically staring at my handphone bills i overshot my sms limits! too 400 plus i think, was trying to find some excuses to get out of trouble in the end, came out with an excuse which i think my mum had bought it i told her my friend messaged using my phone and said she had returned me money don't really cared much now, luckily they didn't suspect anything at all come to think of it, i really appreciated myself, i had told so much lies till now they still didn't know that my handphone was being confiscated at all! anyways also suffered alot during that period, especially before the mid year exams changed a new cm rather than that bloody extra teacher who pokes into other people's lives okay, another reason for me not studying is also regarding handphone matters i was calling to the radio station!! 98.7fm, perfect ten rocks!! called and called and called, think it was about 10 plus at night my sister called through, man she called through faster than me! she was told to sing her request, at first i thought she was really faking it and then i realised that she wasn't lying at all, and we were practically screaming all the way! heard her sound on radio, it was super funny when she sang the ghost of you by my chemical romance i called through at another show, was shan wee's show, the show started for a few mintues and i started dialing the number, YEAH i called through, and i kept freaking out anyways didn't get to hear mine because i was too tired and went to sleep after that did mine get on air?! i guess i will never know and then morning when i was about to go to school, i wanted to try my luck by calling again hopefully i will get through and hear myself on radio this time i called the first time and it was ringing! i was like oh my goodness, call first time only then i waited for the lift, someone picked up and said "hello, perfect ten" i was like OH MY GOODNESS! and then talked and talked thought mine wasn't going to play so just walked to school went up to 3/7 to get some books before lessons start, some people in class were listening to the radio too and then ragu said,"grace, you called just now? they just played it, right before you came into this class!" i was so damn shocked! so damn wasted don't you think? maybe i will try my luck later, who knows? everything's worth a try, don't see any harm i guess so had some ndp training during afternoon, so damn early some more, 2:20pm?!?! you must be kidding me right? so just went there and march and march and march i saw him too! and i talked to him during chinese lessons and elective lessons!! i told olivia to keep looking at his direction to see if he's looking over, while i supply sweets she said he was looking over, i turned to his direction and saw him looking over! so i just smiled kept looking at each other for a couple of times already! my heart beat so fast!! then elective i wanted to go back to 3/6 to get my pencilbox cause i forgotten to bring it and then i saw annie's stupid attitude face and went in the class while i was walking, the class started shout, WOOOOO!!! i was like, oh my goodness? what's happening? just looked down and walked and walked damn funny at that time and he talked to me! and after ndp also!! quite happy today i guess, but that stupid security guard caught me without my badge!! HELL! should i stay away from all this nonsense? and start finding some new way out people had been telling me different stories and different point of views never mind if you don't know what i'm talking about did alot of thinking, and the answer is still unsure, cause really though i'm waiting for it too! so don't keep pushing me for an answer, cause i really don't know, sorry the pain inside
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM