so damn tired, seriously it just feels like i haven't got enough sleep for the past few years and yet, today we got some national day contigent practice and have to practice today i thought it would be so damn slacking, but no, it was defintely more tiring than last training my back's aching, my leg's aching, basically whole body! feel like ending my life soon today's school was quite short, i mean really short, 3 different lessons and that's all some dumb math, okay not really dumb but it's important for me and yes we have a test today! i end up knowing how to do so damn little questions and had to copy from my new partner, simin! found out that she's quite a nice person then i remembered today, we're at the last question, and then there was no more time left so we ended up rushing through it together! at least we got to finish it and now the worry is to pass it! hope the paper would be colourful, if you know what i mean realised how good ncc and other uniform group's marching are, goodness, they have solid bang, whatever things also have, real proud of it some more but it's a shame to see girl guides in this state now, it's kind of pathetic i guess they ended up kicking some secondary 1s out of the contigent, i saw one secondary 1 girl crying, what the hell? you even cried before when you failed your test get a life, if you want to be in that contigent, just give your best out, stop letting us down anyways i still pity that da chang jing, she was kicked out! many secondary 3s oncluding me kept laughing very bad right? how can we laugh at people's misery? we are sadist right?! our girl guides really need to buck up on their marching! me too, i also need talked to him today, at least i tried to find something to talk about instead of always say hi and bye, i'm trying okay? but you can't blame shyness at least i got to see his face, can rest in peace for the next two days i guess anyways wrote a dumb poem or whatever you want to call it sorry, i was just too damn bored in class!! teachers adding to my boredom happy reading, happy freaking out, happy yawning, how lame
short sentences are simple, yet pleasing, a prodigy indeed you need to be discreet and have audacity in life one breath, and soon it would just be a fantasy it's been gone for some time and you're still trying to get over this loss became so stubborn and refused to acknowledge new things, new oppotunities, new things in stall for you to that platform which did not agree to anything all you ever think of is just the past where you acted like a paranoid tears can't turn back time and neither anger nor hatred could a scolding makes you feel like you've been touched by something angelic just one glimpse, makes you feel be on the verge of breaking down this illusions are all delusions, nothing's ever turning back and you're trying to autheticate it was mortified for what's happening, begin to procrastinate reality lived in a town called hyprocrisy, demanding for homage and fidelity losin gtemper easily, hoping for annihilation one day don't be appalled by the looks, the figure, what do people expect from you these days? kept wondering if that day would come where the truth is revealed new cuts cover where the old ones are, which keeps your adrenaline rushing time past in an eccentric way and had left me with ambivalence love's a war, you either have to be outmanoeuvre or you recede make damn sure
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM