stupid alarm clock, didn't ring i guess? or my sister didn't wake me up today quite a rush for me today, forgotten to bring MANY things today oh my goodness and i guess my hair was in a mess too right? my hair can't be messy! school was damn unexplainable, i really felt like sleeping at the back of the class again i was so shocked when she didn't come to school today! means i'll be presenting alone my hands were seriously damn cold, don't believe go ask around i guess but luckily i got like 80 over 100 marks, okay i was damn pissed off at that time stupid a.leong almost made me cried, well she did made my eyes became watery don't know what to say about it right now, not in the mood to say about this morning luckily didn't have spot check for hair today, will it be tomorrow? hope i don't get caught for my fringe i guess so we got back our chemistry common test paper, i thought i would fail it so badly so i just passed by a merely of 3 marks, what should i do? i can smell competition every since i went to that class, no peace had been given to me, worrying and worrying i can see alot of difference between the two it them, indeed much much more difference anyways i'm not referring to humans, but classes okay? so don't get the wrong idea i want to die! that class of mine just has too damn much competition! where's my courage? where has it gone to? i guess it had long escaped from me worrying about alot of things, especially my handphone bills, oh my god! i exceeded by alot, guess i'm to be blamed too, my stupid itchy hands, kept pressing those buttons coming soon! what am i going to do? still thinking of reasons to explain to my parents thou i can't do it for today, guess i just need much more time to think about it first can't be thinking that kind of thinking, it hurts to be heard and to be thought just want it to be erased away from my mind, stop thinking like that okay! all this thoughts just came to my mind, just follow my guard feeling to do it? where has it gone to? i'm still in search of it... don't ever think that way
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM