It's such a wrong way to start your birthday. Really shocked the hell out of me too, why did you want things to be that way? Thought this could be an happy occasion, but no, you wanted to make everyone feel down and feel as if they're always wrong and never right. But that's just the way you are, no one can change you, i too also cannot change you. So hope you would do some thinking, well for me, i really need to do some reflections already. All i wanted to do is to complete it by last night, but you always jump to the wrong copnclusion. Can't you hear my explaination just this once? There isn't any freedom of speech for everyone of us in this house, where do i even stand now? My life can't go on like this, i don't even want to think of the outcome, i know if i carry on like this, the outcome wouldn't be very pleasant at all. Everyone would be so disappointed, most of all, myself
What can i conclude about the past two language paper? Well all i can say is that chinese paper is really hard, don't know why xiao nan set the paper till so hard. Some more, nobody have 8 questions for the comprehension right? But that cannot be blamed, it's already over! Not only me do find that paper hard, practically more than half of the class agreed with me too. What can be done now? The paper is over and there's no use gloating about it now, does all these makes my paper pass? Let's just hope for the best, i tried and i tried. English paper, oh yes i practically screwed up my letter writing! I don't even know how to explain all thos proposals, well till now, i still don't know why i can finish all my comprehension questions in such a short amount of time. Anyways, that teacher up on stage, sometimes it seems like she's practically chanting! I don't even know what the hell are you saying at times.
Something happened yesterday, made my blood boil, my heat level grew to more than 100 degree. What the f*ck? After seeing all those things, never expected myself to break down again? I cried and i grew mad, but who cares? I don't need anyone to comfort nor cheer me up anymore. Don't see any point for you guys to do that anymore, i was the one who caused myself to land in this state. So i will be the one to put myself back on my feet and just have the courage to move on. Why do i feel sorry for you? What do you have that i don't? Can you just show it to me, just tell me! Ever since i tried to avoid you, but no valid i see you everywhere. Oh well, maybe someone's trying to tell me something. Anyways what you and i said yesterday, i don't want this incident to be spoken to anyone ever again. Maybe i was overreacting a little bit? Just keep your mouth shut.
Don't feel like blogging till my exams are over, maybe blogging is just a waste of time maybe? Well that's just my point of view, i don't care who sees all this shit being written here. Because i don't want to give a damn anymore, can't i just sit at one corner, do some thinking. Face the fact and stop feeling so remorseful for what's happened. Maybe it's time, in the mean time, i really need to stop thinking about all this nonsense that's just happened before. Just concentrate damn you! So don't think i will be blogging till the exams are over, you guys don't need to read my stinky 'o miserable post anymore. Really need to start revising on my E and A math and science, i really can't afford to fail anymore. time to start
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM