Well life's simple for me these two days, which was saturday and sunday. Nothing really much happened to me at all, it's just that i'm really going to turn into a rock soon. If it's not lying on my bed all day, it would be me going out somewhere i guess. So nothing really matters to me anymore, i wouldn't be bothered by anything else. Sometimes i do wonder what would i be feeling when i were in your shoes last time, now i know how you felt before. It's really kind of a mixed feeling, well that's how i can express all these feelings. Ain't i right? I'm sure i'm right, well that's all i can say at this very moment. What's to come next? Well, let's just leave it all to faith.
So anyways, i was downloading some videos yesterday. Hey! Don't get the wrong idea okay? I'm 'clean' in the head alright? So, i found this video especially 'disturbing.' Goodness! When i first saw this video, i was like,"Huh?" But then i repeated it, and i was like,"OUCH!" Now that video still lingers around my brain. Well if you guys want to see that video, simply ask me for it and i'll send it over to you. But i don't think you guys would be so freaked out about it, may not be a big deal to you i think. Oh my goodness, it's so painful. I don't feel like doing anything else after thinking back of it. And i was looking through some of these banned comercials, well i have nothing to say about it though. So don't get the wrong ideas that i'm downloading porn! *laughs*
Everytime i think back about that incident, that place, i would have some sense of guilt. What have i done to make all this happened to me again? But as i've always told myself this, it's over and i have to get through it no matter what. Nothing matters to me anymore as it just doesn't seem right for me to do this things. Might as well give it up right? That's what you told me to do too, so i should really respect that sentence of yours. So anyways, my dad says that i can't always be using the computer everyday. And he just told me this piece of news, well i'm so damn pissed off! How can i live without using computer? Duh, you all know me, i can't live without my computer! Even though i hate it sometimes for it's lagginess, but i don't think i can do much about it.
Should i go out tomorrow? I seriously just want to hide under my blanket and sleep all day. Alright alright, i guess the answer lies beneath me and i'm not telling anyone. I'm lame, nobody bothers knowing my answer too. So oral is tomorrow and i'm like so damn freaked out about it, plus my bills' coming tomorrow, double freaked out! 1 thing for sure is that tomorrow's oral contains passage, picture and conversation. Guess which do i hate the most? Actually i hate the picture the most, even though i hate all of it. But no choice, i have to do it no matter what, it's kind of like being forced. Seriously i hate the picture a lot, i hate describing the surrounding to the teacher. Can't the teacher just see for himself/ herself, kind of ridiculous. Just hope i don't screw up tomorrow's oral. And that teacher is audrey tham, don't know whether she's a miss or mrs. Better get the facts right before greeting her tomorrow, or else it would be a very big disaster!
Yesterday went to Vivocity, wow that place' cool plus it's packed with a lot of people! It's very big, but the place i liked the most is that foodrepublic. The inside is so damn cool! When you guys go there, go to the foodrepublic! It's one of the coolest place i've been to, but sadly, i didn't take any photos of that place. So you guys just go there and see it for yourself okay? Anyways, my bills' also coming tomorrow! As you all you know that i would over shot every month. Let's cross our fingers and hope that my parents won't get too pissed off about it. Every month when both me and my sister's bills come, my dad would be very mad at us. It's like alternative months our bills would greatly increase. Last month it was my sister's bills which exceeded a lot, will it be my turn tomorrow? Sadly i only have 360 free sms, so it's seriously insufficient for me. My dear parents, please change my plan for goodness sake. I can't live without my phone, so be with it and change it! I hope, i guess.
Nobody's complaining already, so why are you constantly barking? devastating
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM