Didn't update for some time already, maybe i was too busy playing audition, i guess. Anyways the latest update for my audition. I finally got my level twelve licence! And before i tried to get my licence, my sister had serious difficulties getting her licence. And she tried more than ten times, so i just went to take my licence. What the heck! I only tried it twice, and i got my licence! Hurray hurray! Oops, maybe i shouldn't go too far. Today, something weird happened around three in the morning. I was on the phone and was using the laptop. Suddenly this girl came and chat with me, and she damn weird disgusting. She came and talked about masturbate and stuffs. Well i don't know what to say, and i don't know why did i even post it out here. Anyways i too don't get myself..
Why must you get so over reacted about it? I was merely pressing my phone for goodness sake, must you make it a big deal a not? I know you've done all this for us. And i know you've spent a lot of us. But must you seriously make it a big deal? I can't stand this torment anymore, but at times. I don't know how should i feel about you, i don't know freaking hell. I'll not deny the truth of right and wrong set forth for me. I was never believed, deceived by the foolish. The weak embody lies here in lies the heart of this truth. These strange thoughts that lingers around here in my mind. I know what you mean but i shall not speak. Speak no more, the more i say the deeper i'll fall in your lies. I remember morning light, and a shower to clear my head. Everyday's a reminder of what a fool i've been.
Went to westmall yesterday. Before that went bowling with ode, oh no! I play like shit, but i just want to kill time anyways. So as promised! I won't post out what happen yesterday. But it's really. Oh no i can't find a word to describe it. Good luck anyways! I'm still thinking of that incident thou, and i doubt i'll forget about it. Yesterday's rain was so damn big, and i ended up walking to a bus stop. Which is like miles away from me, but hey! I don't know why i like walking alone along those lonely streets. These feelings' coming back to me, as is began to thought back about the past. I bought my favourite chocolate along the way! Mars rock! Toblerone stone! I'm so lame. Foolish heart quakes with pain, mocking embrace. It feels like home to me.
Maybe i shouldn't care about what has happened before. It's your decision and the chance is being given to you, and not me. I'm not that noble anyways, it's miles away and i somehow can't seem to be bothered by it. Somehow somewhat, i learn things step-by-step. But i doubt i'll be applying it to my daily routines. So prepared something for ASG! Yes! Don't need to procrastinate it anymore, i spent too much time thinking on what to give them for christmas. Can't wait to see them again, ASG! Be honoured okay! Anyways give you a hint, my gift is fifty percent bought and fifty percent made by myself. It may seem simple and all, but hope you all like it i guess. You've not seen the true colours, so why get all worked up because of it? And because of what one's being told? It may be too early to say now, but nevertheless i won't change my mind anymore. I've heeded for enough advices, yet i regret it.
You face me in silence, and hope is in your eyes. Unspoken yet pleading, you wait for my reply. Alone now i tremble in want of your embrace, let not tears fall for me. Let me show the way, i don't know why you have such belief in me. To justify this i'd try eternally, i will not forget what you've done for meshed not a tear. I'll be with you endlessly, how i wish i could say what you want to hear long ago. I swore that i'd always keep you near, i know now it seems like my vow was empty then. But in time you will see i'd do it all again, as i lie back close my eyes again. The dreams are there and my last chance slipped away. You'll never know i cared as i count this with reason as most of my regret. Now i hope you can see that i will not forget. And now i recognize your face and my folly for longer days, and nights this strange redemption.
Just went to flip through all my DVDs, and saw a lot of movies being bought from malaysia. And the thing is that i realised i haven't watch a quarter of it yet. I think i know how i'll spend my remaining holidays. Maybe i'll watch the remaining quarter. But why did my parents buy M18 shows? I don't mind NC-16 shows! But who cares, i'll go watch it. Gore or violence, i don't care. I can't force you, that's all i can say. It's all up there, and it's not what's visible to the eye. Believe me, my regret runs deep yet i know peace.. i can't believe this is happening
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM