You shouldn't hang on, it's already gone.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Well, my parent's still at KL, about two more days to go before they come back! Just a quick post before i go and bathe and leave the house. Still not in the mood yet, i can't blame myself nor anyone. I've brought myself upon this, there's no turning back, no regrets.

So anyways yesterday, adeline and yilian came over to our house to spend the night here. So they came at about three in the afternoon and we went bugis after that. They went to this fashion to look at some clothes, and i ended up buy some clothes and stuffs there. Oh no! I'm wasting money as if i'm wasting water like that. I'm not going to tell you how much i spent, heart pain. But thanks adeline for helping me choose my clothings. And then after that went to bugis street to walk walk, and i'm in search of my hand phone strap. The older one was spoilt! So finally found one and bought it, but this one is different the previous one. But who cares? It's cute okay! So walk around some more, and the four of us bought the same shirt! My sister and yilian took the white one, adeline and me took the black one.

Went to the toilet and changed! It was quite funny for the four of us to walk around wearing the same shirt, but it shows the bonding within okay? And then we went home for dinner, but actually, the main thing is we should be discussing about the camp thing on the twenty-eight. Wonder if anyone's going to turn up for the camp, wonder if everyone's going to have fun. Hope someone won't spoil everyone mood, and end up us scolding you bunch of people again. So the four of us wanted to ton the night, so we used the computer, watched the television, talk about the past. So adeline and i sat at the balcony and talked our hearts out, realised that she really can give me some bunch of good advices. As we're growing up, we should also be expecting all this kinds of obstacles. I guess all this things isn't such a big deal to us, sooner or later it'll be broken. Why let all this things get in your way this early? You're the only one who can predict whether you want these distractions to come in your way first.

At two in the morning, adeline and i went to get some things, but i doubt we can even get it in the first place. But never mind, i like walking around at night. Got to know much much more, didn't know she encountered so much things before. Thanks for sharing it with me anyways, ended up walking to the old school and to the market there. Kind of missed the old school thou, and i'm sure i'll get lost in the new school. It brings back the memories too. So received an sms from terence at about one thirty, yay! But soon, i think you fell asleep already, haven't say goodnight to you yet. So anyways, rememeber i'll be there for you when you need a listening ear yah? And then went back home soon after that, we talked and talked. Suddenly yilian and adeline kept talking about sex and stuffs. What the! And we ended up laughing non-stop, they practically brought my mood up bit by bit. Thanks guys!

They left early in the morning, and sorry i didn't say a goodbye to you guys. Guess i was sleeping like a pig. Anyways i did had fun, hope you all like my christmas present too! I guess all my worries are coming back all together as one. Accept the fact that times have changed, not everyone thinks the same as you do. Just because it's your opinion doesn't make it right, diversity could be good for you if you let it. Ignorance doesn't solve the problem, offer a solution. Show me your contempt and i'll throw it back in your face. One chance to make a change to take back all those things you said. We won't stand back and watch you ruin it all, a glimpse of a light in this void of existence. Descending, to never recover the pieces. To all that we've lost, recover the pieces lost.

I seriously don't know how to express my situation on my blog this few days, and i think something's going to happen..
~~i pray to you, god, for my answers to be revealed~~

11:55 AM