I deleted the last post! Except for the words at the bottom, I added on some words, so don't ask me why did I not delete the bottom part word portion. Anyways I still decided to post one of the videos, I mean look at those kids. I only started to learn this dance when I was in primary 5, and they are learning it at the age of 7. I am not jealous okay! I just feel that kids nowadays are damn lucky, it is time I learn to appreciate things around me. And appreciate what others had done for me instead of complaining all day long. Anyways this videos cracks me up, don't know whether it will do it for you, but enjoy it I guess.
Maybe I was like that when I were young, now, you can't say that I am not satisfied with my life neither can you say I am unsatisfied with my life. I don't know, things are turning out the way I didn't expect, seems so fked up. People around me are telling me to give up and stuffs, but somehow, somewhat. Something seems to be missing whenever I am giving up things just like that.
I heard a bad news recently and it really broke me down. I don't want to dread on it, and I doubt I can do anything for now. It may take some time to recoup back everything, oh well, God's plan maybe? People told me to pray, that God is in control, let's just leave it all to God. Hope He will make a way. I felt God's prescence so real to me, He said that He will always be around me. Almost felt like breaking down again, I should just get over it.
Seems so hard all of a sudden, anyways that's just me. It may be hard, but hey! It takes time okay. I don't feel the sense of urgency when things are not turning out well, maybe that is not the one. Anyways still got to go to school later on to discuss about the girl guides camp, our juniors should ought to be thankful! Had been having headaches just by thinking about the camp, I bet those teachers are pressing and rushing me to complete typing those proposals. Wth, I hate doing it, my english isn't that strong either and yet you want me to use strong vocabulary. Omggggg.
I decided not to post the conversation peiying and I had, got to respect her decision okay. Man, I just love talking crap with her, wait till she approves me of posting the conversation we had. It will seriously throw her face, hah! I am still stuck at home doing my homework, and the work load seems so endless. Still thinking of whether I can go out a not, I got to learn to control! Need to study, and study, crap. I am still hoping for the best :)
I am worrying when others told me not to worry for them. Can't I just trust their words for once? I am afraid, that the unexpected would occur, that things would go out seriously wrong. Went to play basketball yesterday, and for the first time ever in history he thanked me for making him happy. God had made a way for me, wow thank God! And I am addicted to this song Glamourous by Fergie feat Ludacris, even thou it is some sort of a pop genre, I still like it! Anyways got to rush to school now, adios people!
Grace Lee. 18 this year. Currently studying in Commonwealth Secondary School. I love my CCA Girl Guides. In class 1/7, 2/7, 3/6, 4/6 5/1.
27th November is my special day. Black freak. I respect all kinds of people, regardless of race or religion. Tend to get worked up whenever I hear the sound of keys ting-a-ling.
Dislike peanut butter or anything that has the word 'nut' in it. Gets high easily. Choose to vent my anger on my blog.
a new hand phone,
more clothes,
crumpler bag,
advance in my allowance,
helix piercing,
tragus piercing,
grow taller,
belt with a guitar buckle,
laptop,
do well in my studies,
new i-pod (black colour),
nike watch,
nike bag,
green/ white/ grey/ black skinny jeans,
pass O level, go poly,
more piercings,
film director,
a camera,
a new camera,
PSP,
HIM